I will walk into Babies'R'Us and be fine...totally fine...one day I will walk in there and my heart won't sink to the floor...one day I won't stand in the middle of all the clothes and start to cry.
Tonight was not that day, but we needed to go to get a gift for my sister's baby shower this weekend. Last month I randomly found 2 gift cards from such a different time in life...they were in a pocket of a purse that I clearly hadn't used in two years. We got to put them towards something my sister said she really needed so that felt good...it also felt good to get the heck out of there, get home and get the gift half wrapped since I still need to figure out some cute ribbon and a card. If I'm super ambitious I might try to craft a simple once a month update scrapbook for her...we'll see.
So my productivity for today (besides catching up on an episode of Gossip Girl which is such a horribly good show...a total guilty pleasure) is the half-wrapped gift and a freshly printed and stapled copy of my first "big-kid paper" as I described it to Sean earlier...feels so good to have it done!