The following things made me feel better today...
--exercise...did some extra to try to get some endorphins going...work away the doldrums
--wearing the shoes Sean surprised me with yesterday...I couldn't quite get into the whole Crocs thing, but when I saw that they had Mary Jane Crocs I was sold
--got grocery shopping done and having the house filled with all kinds of things to eat
--making a big pot of vegetable beef soup and having it for dinner with a little grilled cheese sandwich
--scrapbooking a little...haven't actually done it yet, but I plan to in a few minutes
--deciding that we'll wait till September try again...I thought about what everybody said, "You can always go on vacation" & it occurred to me that actually, no, we can't. It's time together just the three of us...going places, seeing things, & making memories that won't happen any other time. We haven't gone anywhere with Mac for a couple of years except for Oregon last Christmas. I want this trip for him...& I just want some fun...because soon, hopefully soon, getting away won't be so easy. :)