I have always tried to be authentic on this whole blog thing.
Granted I'm not necessarily going to subject someone who is reading this to every life issue blow by blow, however it's important to me that people never have the misconception about what's truly going on around here...and it isn't all happy little scrapbook pages.
So truth be told I have been a moody mess for the last couple of months and here are a couple of the culprits...
Some of it has been medical since my Thyroid has been off (I've been on medication for almost ten years) and hopefully it's getting close to normal since it has helped make me forgetful, weepy and stuck in a hormonal purgatory for weeks on end. Oh and I won't even talk about weight right now...that's a whole other discussion.
Another main issue has been a crisis of confidence about graduate school. I've spent the last couple of months panicked that I have no definitive purpose in my life. I have finally decided at just about the last minute (the application is due March 1st) to go for it. Thankfully I've had my mom to help me reason my way through this freak out.
And just so there's a photo with this entry, here's the way my mantle has looked since Christmas...it's like a metaphor for my life right now...half finished, kind of neglected, but at least there's potential.